HARVEST DRAWING

 

This is an old drawing, but an appropriate one for the upcoming season, I think.  I have been too busy dealing with family issues to get back to my art this month, and I miss it so much!! I have signed up for an upcoming critique class with an especially challenging and experienced art teacher.  He has been teaching since the early 70's, and is very well known in the Memphis area...more on that when it happens.  I am a bit anxious, as the first assignment has already been set, and it is to do a self-portrait, without painting yourself!  Terrifying and exciting at the same time.  I have a few ideas which I will be setting into motion this upcoming week, with any luck at all.  Family is wonderful, but in some cases extremely emotionally taxing.  I am having dreams of moving to Tahiti...as long as there aren't too many bugs there....Thanks for hanging in there with me!

GREAT PAINTING IDEAS FROM TEXTURE

Isn't this an interesting texture?? Being an artist means getting excited over silly little things...Hubby once came rushing in from the bathroom yelling for the camera - the washcloth had fallen into a perfect squishy mess that gave him an idea for a sculpture.  So my enthusiasm over the soapy windshield of the car during a trip to the carwash can't be that surprising.  I am thinking this is an incredible background for a bird painting...or an amazing snow scene with pine trees...or just about anything!  Texture is exciting.  It is what makes a painting interesting, and brings you back again and again to look at it.  I definitely need to use this texture in something....let you know when I find it!

MORE PICASSO-ESQUE DOODLES

I am still playing with the ART DOODLE BOOK, and I will tell you why...I am in a slump! A creative cave of darkness (aren't most female artists emotional drama queens?) I am trying to get a jump start back after some difficult, soul-sucking, creativity-draining (and thankfully fairly minor) times. Unlike Van Gogh, Monet and Kincaid, I am not at my best when I am feeling stressed, whiny, or hormonal. Thank goodness for those creative people who have the little tricks of the trade to get back on the artistic tracks!  I am enjoying the Picasso playground.  Above is my Picasso Pookiebear...that started out as a blank page with a circle and a comma.  The comma reminded me of a pacifier, and it went from there.

This page started out with the outlined foot. I chose to do a scene with this one, a self-portrait.  The woman walking up the stairs is me, ultimately tripping over the cat. I have added  a wonky window and a still life with violin, and wallpaper asteroids. This is the first flattering self-portrait I have done, so don't laugh!

SOMETIMES A STILL LIFE IS JUST ONE THING AND LIGHT

 

Sometimes, a still life is just one little thing, but that thing has all the elements of light, shadow, value and reflection.  I placed this tiny porcelain bird on my window sill, and take such pleasure in it every morning when the sunlight hits it.  The reflections of color in the window bring it to life, the blue shadows cool it down and ground it. This vignette speaks to me on so many levels, and I will HAVE to do a painting....It calls to me. It speaks for me.  It is what art is all about!

PICASSO DOODLES

 

I discovered a wonderful interactive book this week, called THE ART DOODLE BOOK by Abrams Image, New York. It is kind of a color book for artists, and gives inspirational images by a variety of famous artists, and encourages you to try something of your own in that style.  This is my first try! As you can see, they printed a single eye on a blank page.  I chose to do what I call 'Mother and Child', using a ball point pen, trying to simplify my lines to pure form, as Picasso so brilliantly does in his paintings.  I am pleased with the results, though I think it came out rather like a 60's psychodelic poster.  If I were to paint it, would I go with hot pinks and dayglo orange?  You bet!

BIRDMAN SKETCH WITH PEN AND WATERCOLOR PENCIL

 

This sketch is completely different from my norm.  I am still not sure as to my comfort level with my imagination.  My son-in-law thinks I am highly influenced by the movie Dark Crystal, and the Skeksis creatures.  I am sure he is right, but I was really thinking about my wildlife art instructor years ago, who was trying to teach me how to draw a robin.  He was demonstrating on his own canvas, the strokes for the feathers, and he wasn't having a good day.  Frustrated, he threw down the 5x7 canvas, and told me to go with my gut.  I mentioned that his bird looked rather interestingly like a metal bird.  Excited, he grabbed his canvas, and in the next 2 hours made the most beautiful painting I have seen of a bird, completely metal with a titanium color pattern.  His imagination was so beautifully rendered that I have envied the ability to use it creatively ever since.  In my attempts to broaden my artistic ability, I always think of him.  I will 'endeavor to perservere'! You may eventually see a part of this sketch in a painting.  Who knows?



STILL LIFE WITH BIRDCAGE

It is Monarch butterfly migration time, and I alway like to commemorate the time with a still life of the courageous creatures.  Having 2 cats, I find it best to have really delicate things protected, and what better way to protect my antique teapot, than in a cage?  Hubby found this beautiful paper monarch that flutters it's wings, and I attached it to the top of the birdcage to highlight the colors. Also inside the cage is a tiny mouse flying on the back of a butterfly.  My mother, who volunteers for the Missouri Conservation Department, spent last weekend banding thousands of butterflies to track their progress across the country to their home way to the south.  I worried that the tiny dot stickers they place on the butterflies would cause them to fly crooked, but she said they took off without a problem.  I still visualize issues with the tracking dots, and will have to draw something to that effect!  Blessings on your journey, Monarchs!

JACK O'LANTERN SKETCH FOR GREETING CARD

I am starting the sketches for my yearly Halloween greeting cards.  This is the first of several I will do before I choose the right one to print up.  As a quick sketch, it is not too bad, but I want to bring a bit of the macabre to the holiday this year, and this definitely is too friendly.  Possibly a pumpkin carved as a skull? or a creepy shadowy card with a bit of a wicked grin lurking about...expect more weirdness.  I am in a scary mood this month!

NAME THIS SKETCH! DRAWING FROM FEELINGS

This is something new for me.  I decided to try drawing feelings that I was having about dealing with a parent with Alzheimers.  My mother-in-law has the beginning diagnosis, and hubby and I are feeling conflicted, to say the least! We have no desire to take away her independence, but she is acting more and more erratic. We want happiness for her, don't want to take over her control, don't want to 'parent' the parent...we are stuck between a rock and a hard place. If we move in any direction, we are upsetting her, but we can't NOT do something, right?  Yikes! This little guy is pinned to the floor with no way out that will not be horrifically painful.  'Stressed' is not even close to the right word, or title.  Can you come up with a title for my unhappy little guy?

PRINTER'S LETTERS STILL LIFE

I was in an antique store in the city when I found a huge box of printer's letters.  For 50 cents each, I dug through and found my last name (well, the m is actually an upsidedown w!)  I combined the letters with some fake  metal amphora pots that I love for their classic shapes.  I put these pieces together because I love the combination of text with curves. It is an exciting mix, and reminds me of the collages that I love that the more contemporary artists are doing today.  It also reminds me of the beautiful Asian paintings with the calligraphy. As always, I am drawn to warmer colors, and I really love the mottled look of the metal urns.  I hope to do a background on a painting someday that is infused with all of the movement and texture of that metal. 

WHEAT: A NATURE SKETCH

 

 

 

This simple sketch is one of my favorites of the year.  I wanted to show the sweeping grace of the single wheat and grass.  The head was heavy with its ripe grain, bowing down the stem. It is not an exact rendition of the wheat, but my feelings about it, so I actually feel like a real artist today!  Most of the time I feel like I am just practicing at it, and never really GETTING it!

RENDERING AN IDAHO OPAL: SKETCH IN INK AND COLORED PENCIL

 

This is the second piece of jewelry that I ever received from my hubby (after my wedding ring).  It is a necklace with a handmade silver setting of an Idaho opal.  The artist who made it was from Santa Barbara, CA and I have no idea who he/she was, but it is still one of my favorite pieces ever! The Idaho opal has a different kind of fire, with lots of blue and pink.  I was not sure how to draw it, so this was a real challenge!  It is always hard for me to do anything transparent, so I will continue to practice it.  I do SO admire those artists who can draw and paint glasswear and reflections!  They are real miracle workers!

PAPER PARASOL STILL LIFE

 

 

 

 

I found these wonderful paper parasols in an international discount shop for only $3 a piece! I loved the geometric ribbing on them, and the hand-painted bird scenes.  I actually have gained more inspiration from these pieces for their simple color pallette and inked outlines.  Being a nature lover, I loved the choice of birds, but I was also thinking that it would make the most wonderful painting to add all of those sharp rib lines to an outdoor scene. Almost like a stained glass piece. The idea is still spinning around in my head.  I am sure one day it will solidify and I will be able to start a painting.  These parasols are softening the lighting over my garden tub at the moment.  Every time I turn on the lights I feel that golden glow and a glimpse of serenity!

LANDSCAPE SKETCH: AUTUMN AT THE LAKE

I am SO looking forward to autumn!  Even though it is still hot and muggy here in Tennessee, I am starting to see little pops of color to encourage me that my favorite season will soon be here.  We have a particular hickory tree that starts turning scarlet at the end of August, just to make leaf-lovers like me happy!  This landscape started out as a black and white...a grisaille drawing. I then used some colored pencils to lightly put in the beginnings of the season.  I look forward to my fall picnics, drives in the country, and sipping hot tea to my heart's content!

LIVING WITH A STILL LIFE

I am trying something just a bit different, with the encouragement of some of my Facebook friends. I am going to share with you some of the 'still lifes' that are constantly evolving in my own house.  Almost everything that I find in my 'treasure hunting expeditions' to the flea markets and antique stores are chosen with the idea that they will eventually make it into one of my paintings.  I collect odd things, things that catch my eye because of it's color, or graphic sensibilities. I am an avid collector of tea paraphenalia (infusers, tea pots, tea scoops, etc) because of my childhood.  My mother always told me that tea will cure almost everything.  Before I take an asperin, I try a cuppa tea first!  But everything is fair game in this household, as my hubby is an avid collector of all things geological.  I hope you will enjoy this new direction.  If not, I welcome your comments to the contrary!  This particular 'still life' is a favorite in my china cabinet.  I collect Thousand Faces tea sets because of it's amazing color pallete! I have several paintings planned just on the colors of these dishes! The zebras are a nice contrast to all of the color, with a graphic kick for interest.  If you squint your eyes while looking at the grouping, you can see a possibility of all sorts of amazing paintings!

SEASHELL MADNESS 3: THE FINAL SHELL

This final seashell is so colorful, yet so tiny!  It is the size of your fingernail, and what I find most interesting about this type of shell, is that no two are exactly alike.  They even have differences in their colors.  Their stripes are sometimes wide, sometimes not there at all.  My children used to love finding them at the beach, as they seem to burrow down into the sand, and you have to dig them out. A friend of mine tried to make soup out of them one year, but OH! The nastiness of it! The sea gulls and terns like to make a snack of them. I like to draw them. They are fragile, thin shelled creatures loved by all!  I don't know what I will draw next week, but there is certainly enough out in the world to choose from!

SEASHELL MADNESS 2: PATTERNS

This sea shell has such a simple shape, but the tiny details intrigued me.  The patterns were intricate, but simple. A paradox of a shell.  I identified with this shell on a personal level.  I seem simple on the outside, like there is not much there.  But inside I am a tangle of emotions, my patterns are so confused as to be Escher-esque! In other words, I am just like everyone else...there is more to it than the simplicity at hand.  It gives me ideas on a whole new series of paintings...

SEASHELL MADNESS: DRAWINGS IN COLOR

In keeping with the sea shell theme, I have drawn this Spider Conch shell.  As much as I love black and white, I crave color in my life, and this shell has so much of those wonderful sunset hues that it almost transports you to the tropics!  I have a few more shells that I want to draw, so hang in there...

BUTTERFLY PHOTO: ABSTRACT

 

 

My talented hubby took this amazing photo yesterday.  I am so inspired to do an abstract movement painting from this...I just don't think I am quite up to it talent-wise!  He said that the butterfly eventually settled down to posing for him, but that this was one of his favorites, as well.  It is so easy to get caught up in being representational with our art work.  We are so focused on the technical aspects of our work that we forget the heart, the soul and most of all, THE ART of art!

PATTERNS IN NATURE 2: SEASHELL SKETCH

Isn't this a wonderful, mosaic-style pattern?!  I am amazed by the incredible graphic nature of a creatures' abilities to camoflage itself from enemies.  The pattern stands out vividly on a plain surface, but I am sure in its' natural setting, you would not be able to find it on the sea floor. I am considering doing a series of camoflage paintings.  It is really starting to come together in my mind, what might work.  Hmm....

PATTERNS IN NATURE: SEASHELL INK DRAWING

I have always been fascinated by the patterns in nature.  On the back burners of my mind, is a project of a fancy photography coffee table book, featuring all of the natural stars in nature.  Did you know that if you snap a cottonwood tree twig at the joint, there is a perfect 5 point star inside?!! An apple core cross-sectioned has a star pattern. Amazing!....anyway, back to patterns....one of my favorite sketching projects is seashells and their patterns.  This shell, I used a sepia brush pen (extra large) to draw the patterns, and a small grey tone brush pen for the shading and outlines.  Sepia, to me, is a washed out warmish sienna.  I don't know what they were thinking with this 'sepia'  but you work with what you've got.  Next time I will use watercolors, I think!

PUZZLE PIECES SKETCH

Remember, not everything I publish is going to be perfect!  This is a quick sketch that I did this morning as an idea for a notecard for a friend.  I am looking for a good quote to go inside the card about life being a puzzle, and when it comes together, and all the pieces fit, the world is amazing!  Or maybe we all have a place in this world, a connection that makes us feel like we fit in?  Hmmm.....

LANDSCAPE INK SKETCH: FROM THE JOHN MUIR TRAIL

I don't often do landscape sketches, because for me, they are so dang hard!  I like to challenge myself, however, and get out of my comfort-zone.  If you don't take a few risks, you are forever stuck in a rut, stagnating and boring yourself as well as those around you.  This sketch is from a photo that I took many years ago.  I liked the bare rock in front of the lake, and the busy-ness of the pines before the peak.  I want to stay comfortable with sketching landscapes, so that I can do several on location when I travel.  I hope to travel a bit more than I do right now, when the price of gas goes down, or we get an electric vehicle!

SPECKLED TROUT SKETCH: BRUSH PENS

This trout would definitely be more beautiful done in watercolors, but for this sketch, I was struck by the incredible patterns of spots!  Isn't nature amazing to give this small creature such intricate detail, all for the purpose of camoflage?  If you were to look at the fish in the water, the light and dark spots would look like the sun glancing off of stone in the stream. Sneaky! I had a lot of fun following the dot to dot on this fish...I look forward to doing a painting along that vein.  My studio is in crisis right now. It is having an identity crisis of the worst kind!  I have been cleaning out the garage, and boxed up all the extras to go into the attic (which is entered through a tiny, Alice-in-Wonderland type door in my studio.) The studio is filled with those boxes, awaiting cooler weather to enter the hot furnace of an attic.  I look forward to autumn, and a chance to reclaim my territory!

REFERENCE PHOTOS FOR A PAINTING

Armadillo from our front yard!

I love taking my own reference photos, and it is super easy, especially these days with the incredible digital cameras in every size, for every budget. I use my smart phone camera for impulse pictures, and I have a large digital Olympus with all the fun lenses for zooming in on subjects, and doing some close up photos.

American Toad visiting my rock garden

As you can see from these 3 reference photos, they don't even have to be the best quality.These are a bit blurry in places, and the composition is off, but that is why they are reference photos...I can refer to them for the basic idea that I had for a painting.I sometimes use 4 different photos to put together an interesting painting. 

Some kind of wasp that loves my front yard hickory tree



I keep most of my photos on a disc or memory stick, and can then use my laptop to bring up the photo during a painting session. This way, I can zoom in on a trouble area to see the details, and back off from it to see the overall view. I can also manipulate my photos with a photo shop program, and distort the contours or make it black and white, so that I can see where the contrast lies.

I am not saying that I paint exclusively from photos, just that the convenience is there for certain situations. It is really hard to get an animal to sit for you while you paint, so you sketch it in person, get the feel of the creature, the gestures and movements, and finish with photos and any extra helps that you have in your studio.

LONGHEAD CONEFLOWER: BRUSH PENS

This is the Longhead Coneflower.  I have thousands of them in the meadow out in front of my home, and I love them.  They are beautiful and whimsical, and a bit silly.  I was delighted to find Pitt Brush Pens came out with a Landscape Series of pens, in the warm yellows to deep browns.  They were perfect for my flower!  Now if they will only come out with 6 different greens, I will be set for life...The flowers have really suffered this year with the strange weather and drought.  Luckily, we got a bit of rain this week to bring them back to life. 

CREATIVE PROCESS THOUGHTS

I went to the Arts In McNairy fine arts and crafts meeting tonight, not just to support my local artists, (though that is the noblest reason to go) but to get a chance to meet with other artists, and meet those people who "get it".  Who understand what an amazing thing it is that artists do.  They lay their hearts and souls out for all to see.  Sometimes they get trampled over, and sometimes they touch someone else's heart.  It takes courage to be an artist.  I am in the learning stages of Art: Heart and Soul 101.  I have been an artist for many years, but I haven't been so willing to take risks and lay it all out there.  Because of that timid part of me, I haven't grown as I have wanted to. 

I have loved ones, family and friends, who have loud opinions on what art is, what it should look like, and where I should go with my own art.  While well-meaning, they haven't really asked me what I like, or want out of my art.  I am a Libra...if that means anything.  I love to please everyone.  I want to do representational art for my hubby, watercolor for my mom, abstract for my children, children's books for my friend,....I am so confused by wanting to please all, that I haven't listened to ME. 

Going to the arts meeting tonight has solidified the fact that each of the artists were doing what they loved.  I need to think....what are my most favorite paintings that I have done?  what pieces do I feel have my heart and soul in them?  what do I want to say?

I guess this, too, is a part of the creative process that I have started this blog for...learning who I am as an artist, and meeting those of you out there who are finding your way, as well. 

PARFUM BOTTLE: GRAPHITE DRAWING

It is the hardest thing to draw something transparent!  This is an antique cut glass parfum bottle that I had.  I used pencil, thinking that it would be easier to get that see-through effect...I don't think that it was too successful.  I did love drawing the shape, however.  I find that nature is very forgiving, with no real hard edges and exacting measurements. Graphic items are much harder, and force you to look harder, double check everything, and measure!  I will continue to try to figure out perspective.  And I have learned that the mind plays tricks on you...you only THINK you know what you are really seeing!

NATURE MAGNETS: ACRYLIC AND WOOD

This was just a little bit of a project...I took bits of wood and painted on them.  They are 1"x2".  I tried to do the sunflower with a bit of Van Gogh twist, but my brush wasn't quite the right size.  The butterfly was freehand, not trying to be realistic at all.  I just loved the colors together.  I sprayed some varnish over them when dry, and put a magnet on the backs.  They brighten up the kitchen...if I were to do it over again, I would do a bit more planning ahead, but for a fun 10 minute play day it wasn't a bad effort!  Some days when I feel low, I want lots and lots of pure color to brighten things up a bit! I felt much better afterwards...art therapy is definitely a useful field to go into!

WATERCOLOR TEA BAG

I am a long-time tea drinker...my mother taught me early in life that most things can be cured with a cuppa.  I have found through experience that she is right.  I loved doing this watercolor, mostly because I knew that after I finished, I could have my tea.  I just wish that I could do a scratch n'sniff on this painting, because Lady Earl Grey smells so yummy!  Bergamot is one of my favorite flowers and flavors, and this tea has a hint of citrus as well.  Yum!!  Now to make some scones...